To Myself

It's funny... I have been contemplating for the past few weeks what to write on my next blog.  I have actually felt guilty that I haven't written anything for awhile.  The funny part is that no one reads my blogs, hahaha...so why should I feel guilty?  I think its probably because it is yet another part of my life or ambitions that I have gave up on.  When I started this blog it was exciting and new, and made me feel like my hobbies were interesting not only to me, but maybe to others.  Then as I delved deeper into the world of blogging, I started to read more and more blogs from very talented people.  It is amazing the material that is out there.  There is absolutely, absolutely every kind of interest written in a blog.  I became a little discouraged.... but obsessed in reading other bloggers on decor, thrifting, organizing, etc... There were other people with the same interests as I.  I started to feel like my blog is just a repetitive, poor knockoff of other more creative blogs.  Am I feeling sorry for myself?  Maybe, but I still would like to continue this blog.  Maybe something will inspire me in the upcoming days or maybe I will start something else. I am not sure yet, but for now this is just a little 'pep' blog I needed to write to myself...